Do you wanna be Free?

August 13, 2009

God has seen all that you and I have done, and STILL HE holds out HIS hands to us. Really, this is it.  You and I have spent our lives looking for this..Reach out again to HIM, with your heart.  HE knows you need to be loved, but by pure and holy love. HE LOVES YOU

Barlow Girl~Need you to love me

Thinking about you lots! Recently met a large group of people who are also in search for you.  I think that is Awesome! An army of love sent by God, in search of you. Wonder how does that make you feel to know that someone will soon find you, and will hold out his/her hand to you? Will you take it? will you make a choice and choose life? praying that you do…

Why do i do this? because God loves you, and i just want so much for you to know that. Peace, checking in on you..

Happy Mothers Day

May 10, 2009

Yes I am talking to you.  I know the lies the enemy is telling you.. “what! this day is not for you! a poor excuse for a mother” . Dont listen to him!  If you have given a child up to foster care, or for adoption, that is love..that is what that child needed, and God knows the circumstances..Even if you were the cause, and the state removed them from you..do you know that GOD wants to forgive you and restore you to life again? 

God did not create you to be abused and it was never his intention for you to fall into pits of addiction. you and i both know that is our doing..look to HIM today, admit that things are messed up, and that you need HIM to take over..believe that HE is there and that HE loves you, sent HIS son to die for you, and raised HIM from the dead to live for you! 

Do it..do it…do it.. praying for you.  Love you “muy bonita mamacita”  Happy Mothers Day!

Looking for you…

May 8, 2009

Can’t stop thinking about you…you know God has filled my heart to over flowing for you and I don’t even know your name. Doesn’t matter, HE does.  Praying for a chance to talk to you, and for your heart to be calm, and your ears to be able to not only hear but understand.

The most amazing thing to me at this moment…

Once I allowed HIM to take over in my life, I no longer have to fight those battles, HE fights them for me.  Its okay for me not to understand everything, because I know HE does, and HE is always for me not against me.  I now sleep at night without fear, without nightmares that taunt me, with HIS love around me, singing over me.  Sounds like i need to stop taking some thing , huh?  HE is all i take anymore…and I give HIM the reigns to my life, and HE fills each part of my life with more of HIM than I can handle!

Love you, still looking for you in every doorway, dark alley, homeless shelter, and mostly in your eyes (they truly are a window to your soul).  Praying for your protection from the enemy, and the Truth of God to set you free…

Thinking I may have seen you today.  Standing outside the High School just throwing yourself at the guys, and although you were laughing loudly, your eyes were the saddest thing.  It was as if there was this invisible sign hanging around your neck begging for someone to touch you. It seemed as if you would pay any price for that touch, even to allow someone to disrespect you.  You broke my heart.  I wanted to run to you and pull you back, and just give you a touch that cost you nothing, and tell you about my Jesus. HE really loves you, I think HIS heart broke for you today too.

I couldn’t reach you today, but I know the One who can. So I prayed for you.  I prayed that Jesus would come into your darkness today, and surround you with HIS arms, and not let go til all the voids were filled.  I thanked HIM for your life. I thanked HIM that HE put me there to pray for you.  And I bet you thought no one cared…I pray you cry out to HIM, and allow HIM to be your King.  Its not always an easy road, but the one you are on is much worse.  HE loves you…I love you..

Search and Rescue

May 3, 2009

I know you are out there…lost, and in need of being saved from your circumstances. I know you don’t want to hear one more time that because you are a sinner, this is your place in life. I promise not to tell you that.

Do you know that Jesus came for a person just like you? Lost, hurt, alone, in despair, and making tons of bad choices… yeah, HE already knows you did all those things, HE still wants to rescue you, and HE still wants you to know that HE loves you, and HE died for those sins, so that you could walk in freedom without fear.

This blog is for you, I plan on coming here frequently, and talking to you..hope you will leave me something, and maybe I could help to rescue you. I was lost too, and now I am found. Don’t settle for this is how it is, and this is all there is…there is so much more…

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May 3, 2009

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